for me, yaoi has become an unhealthy addiction that ive just been using like a drug - to get a high. it does, as many of you here know, bring a rush to the senses and it pleases us so much, but it has dragged me far down after looking at yaoi every single day.
i am using it in an unhealthy wa: to fill emptyness with temporary happiness, and have now decided to stop looking altogether. if you are feeling the same way, or you know deep down that it is hurting you, i encourage you to stop as well. (i know that nothing i say on here can change how you live your life, but if you have that empty feeling despite the rush, or you keep needing more and more pics to look at, its a sign of an addiction.)
this is coming from the girl who posted steamy boyxboy pics all over the web, ENCOURAGING others to look at them...
i know now that ive heard it from people with large life experience: God is the one thing which can satisfy the emptiness, and he doesnt hate me for looking at yaoi, but he loves me for stopping and turning to him to fill me instead.
if anyone has any similar feelings as these, leave a post and i would love to talk with someone for support that i(or we) are not alone. thanks and still love you :)